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A clopper’s confession:
When i became a Brony on December 31, 2011, i immediately liked this show. I also liked two of the show’s characters, Twilight Sparkle and Fluttershy. I liked these characters, no, i loved them. I loved them very much. They were like my friends. Even through they are fictional, they were just like my friends, because in real life i have no friends. I loved them so much that i started to masturbate to them. I imagined that i have sex with them. You see, both of them are very beautiful. Even through they are ponies, they are beautiful. And their personalities. I just loved them very much, and i mentally talked to them about my problems. I have many problems, and one of them was separation from the rest of community. I have been separated from community 5 years ago.
5 years ago, i left my first, 6 year school and i lost my only two friends/frenemies (I never really had a friend). Year by year, i progressively became more and more separated from society. Since i was born i noticed that i was much different than other kids. I was always much smarter than them, but everyone always though that i’m stupid. In one school, everyone hated me. I always had opinions much different than anyone else, my ways of thinking were always different. Maybe that’s why no one likes me today. 5 years ago i could talk to anyone i wanted. Now, i’m too ashamed to talk to anyone other then my family. Or, the internet. Here, no one will see me, no one will know who i really am, and i could tell anything. When i started to clop, i noticed in February that many people hate Cloppers. Of course, what could 1 man do? What could i do to stop the hate? My deviations would only be seen by a small number of Bronies. So why i decided to make so many of pro-Clop deviations? I will explain this interesting thing to you now.
To overcome my shyness. I decided to slowly start to talk with people. When i submitted my first deviation, „Cloppers are SANE”, I was at first afraid to see the comments. Yes, i knew that people on internet can’t hurt me, but i was afraid. Slowly, i was less and less afraid, and now, i can at least communicate with people on internet. I didn’t watched any episode since January 1 this year. The show is made for kids, however fandom created some wonderful things for older people. I only watched 17 episodes, and MLP:FIM isn’t even my favourite cartoon, unlike Ben 10. However, the mane 6 were made to have very distinct personalities. From the 17 episodes i watched, i liked Twilight and Fluttershy because they were just like me. There are very little people with same personality as mine, i don’t know why, but since you love people similar to you, i started to love characters similar to me. That’s why i started to imagine that i have sex with ponies. Which i love. I don’t know if i should still call myself a brony, since i don’t watch the show anymore, but i just love the characters. When i started to make the deviations, i knew that a lot of people would hate me. I knew.
Many of you have probably wondered why i am always extremely kind, why i don’t swear. You see, i was bullied in all of my schools. Whenever i hear or see swearwords, it reminds me of those bad times. I think that people who never swear, who are always kind, are more clever than those who can’t say anything without „fuck”. I am sad because is see many people swearing all the time. You all hate people for such silly reasons. I won’t make any more deviations about Clopping, because those that i made already cover everything about this subject. I realised that my „war” against Anti-Cloppers was neither won or lost. There was no war. I wanted to show Bronies what we have became. Our mantra, Love and Tolerance wasn’t bullshit, as long as at least 1 people followed it. Such as me. I am one of most tolerant and accepting people in the entire Fandom, and there are very few people who are like me. Most of you missed the message of the show. It makes me very, very sad. Cloppers are still humans, and humans still deserve respect. My advice is: read every quote of Mahatma Gandhi, and Jesus Christ. These two people were extremely intelligent (One of them knew everything), and what they said is so often ignored today. Our world has become a world based on hate. I am one of very few people that are kind. Every teenager, every 17 year old today, is almost the same.
That’s it for now. I have lost all hope for humanity. No one can be perfect, don’t think that i want to say that i am, i’m not, but i am at least more kind than other people. You called me a „horsefucker”, you wished that i would die, but you never actually met me. But then there were some really nice Bronies, such as THE731. So as you can see, most of people doesn’t want to listen to calm people. I never insulted anyone here on Deviantart. Yet many people have insuted me. Maybe i seem strange to some of you because i’m from Poland? But i see that all humans are similar: Your respond are similar to those of Polish people that live around me. This means that maybe somewhere out there there are other Aitseloms. Maybe they are also kind people like me.
So in this Journal, i decribed myself. Now you know why made so much deviations about Clopping. Thanks for reading.
I’ve dealt with this doltish and sick person. He went after my friend because she claimed his pictures violated the rules of deviantART, and he went on a rampage.
My friend is TheetyPie on deviantART. #mce_temp_url#
